I woke up feeling a bit sad this morning. As I rocked Keira to sleep for her morning nap, I thought about how few (week) days I have left that I get to do that(besides holidays, sick days, etc). I'm determined to spend as much time as possible with her this week...I haven't even showered yet (and it's NOON!) because I want to be with her. I'll shower when she takes her afternoon nap, I guess.
I know you probably get sick of hearing, er, reading, about it, but I'm really dreading leaving her! What if she does something new and I miss it!? I know that she'll be learning to do so many new things, the older she gets, and I hate that I won't be able to experience all of her firsts the first time she does them. I've joined a "Working Mom/Dad's" message board, so hopefully I'll be able to get advice, support, etc from others, too.
Thanks for your support, and please bear with me. I know I'll make it through, although it'll probably take a little while.
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We never get sick of hearing what you are going through. I completely understand even though Tyler hasn't arrived yet. I know it's going to be really hard when the time comes. Only 6 more weeks! I can't believe it. Maybe even four if he's really early.
I need to get myself one of these sites!
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